I don’t need a DNA test to tell me who my mother is; I know who she was. –A.D.
I tell you that what you know is wrong;
we are not natives, we are whites
more British than the British, in fact
I tell you that your mother
registered white on the census;
she was never half Indian
I tell you that the memories of her chewing
a black gum tree twig, dancing
in circles with my father, laughing
while fry bread sizzles
in an iron skillet
are just country
supporting this identity
is the marriage record saying
Colored
It never occurs to me to consider
race was a perception
not an identity
and perception lies
It never occurs to me
that one culture
can completely erase
another
Yet there it is on paper:
colored = powerless, vulnerable
White = Entitled To Own
There it is on paper:
my native antecedents slipping
off their indian skins, a thin layer
of vanilla ice cream melting
from their chins
- Wintry Morn - 15th January 2023
- A Thimble-Full of Native American Blood - 7th October 2020
Poignant and provocative poem!
Thank you, Liz, for reading and commenting. I hope you take the time to explore other writers here as well. This is a lovely magazine.